i had my chance. i was an idiot. i wasn't thinking. i should've realized how much it meant to me. i'm sorry for all the mistakes, for all the times i've hurt you. i realise now, how much i regret saying no. i wish i had said yes. is it this jealousy that's hovering over my mind, my heart. is it because i was too afraid to admit it? is that why i said no? or is this just another stupid phase that will pass in a few days? it's been ages now. this sure is a long phase. i'm trying to be happy. i'm trying to be happy for you. i wouldn't be able to give you the happiness you have right now. i really wish you the best and the happiness will last forever.




i really hope this phase passes by as soon as possible.